maybe you thought somehow it wasn't

real ...

feelings scrawled out in cyber-space

over months

years

lifetimes

passion ... love ... lust ... truth

Are they not a part of me or any man?

i have felt them over past lives now and again ...

... but only now am i brave enough to give them to someone ...

that someone is you ...

steppin out

it may as well be like asking the sun "why do you come up in the day?"

or better yet

like trying to stop it from shining down

upon my world

they don't make SPF like that ... no

and

i can't just stand in the shade all day chillin

so i grab my sun hat and venture out

basking in the brilliance

of those feelings

that are

you

Special Noodle (noo-doh)

i like to eat noodles ... i was going through my iphoto pictures and i was suddenly reminded how much i like noodles ... some people have artsy pictures in their library ... other folks have pictures of night life and family BBQ's ... vacations ... throw in some secret vegas pics that they should delete to round it out and that about sums up the average library ... i have pictures of noodle bowls ... there i said it ... judge me if you will but the truth had to rear is ugly head some time ... where was i? noodles ... these are the big 3 ... Vietnamese Pho ... Thai ... and Japanese Ramen (nagasaki style) ... so yea ... enjoy

like water

water drips in the kitchen

chaotic rhythm rapping on stainless steel

droplets smashed to smithereens

blown apart

but somehow are pulled back together

flowing down the same path

so our spirits should

be

gawd you are sooooooo phony

you make me laugh with your bullshit ... give me something real to

run my minds fingers over ...

so i can forget about it and find it again months or maybe years later ...

so i can run my fingers over it once more and collect the dust on gloved fingertips ...

so i can recall how it touched me back then and i can relive that brief moment ...

so i can recall that you are ... full of shit ...