Hunger Pains

Time seems to slow down and stop or

at least it seems that way ...
Cause when I am with you I am present in the here and now ...
I used to live in the past ...
where i munch on self pity like corn on the cob from

KFC with

my buttery lips and gravy stained teeth now

I'm 20 pounds over weight from that shit ...
When you leave ...
my thoughts are of what is yet to come and

I gorge on stress like a Costco shrimp platter

wolfing down tails and all with extra cocktail sauce ...
So many that I feel it the next day coming back up my throat as

vomit that I swallow back down ...
Come back and hang with

me cause my tummy don't feel so

good when you are gone ...


Posted from my iPhone

HIpstamatic

i got a new toy ... its called hipsatmatic ... pretty pimp if you ask me ...

Glad to be home

"the road less traveled"

sigh

i USED to believe in love ... destiny ... fate ...

coincidence is king in my world now

i wore my heart on my sleeve but my shirt got taken to the

god damn cleaners

and they lost it

life is about as deep as a puddle that i dove into

head first and now i sport the lumps

on my skull like

boy scout badges

all proud ... maybe ill pack them away and forget about them

like mementos and dust bunnies in the attic of

self ... "never again" i tell myself

right before i fall asleep

but when i wake i realize

i still love

much to my chagrin